i cry

every night I find it's so hard to sleep
'cause I keep thinking of you And these feelings run deep
oh baby I try to hide all these feelings for you
I keep them battled inside
I don't know what else to do so I cry
and nobody hears me I cry,it's my only solution I cry,
to all this confusion I cry, with all of my heart I cry…
sometimes I wonder in the blink of my eye would you be willing to love me
would you give it a try
I don't know how else to show you that our love could be real
I'd be eternally faithfull forever
I'd feel no one can tell me that I may be wrong
'cause I know in my heart this feeling's still burning strong
can't get you out of my head can't get you out of my heart can't get you out of my life no matter if we're apart so I cry
and nobody hears me I cry,it's my only solution I cry,
to all this confusion I cry, with all of my heart I cry…
singer :Yuri Chika,japan

hey you

Hey you, Don't you give up, it's not so bad.There's still a chance for us
Hey you,Just be yourself, don't be so shy.There's reasons why it's hard
Keep it together, you'll make it alright.Our celebration is going on tonight
Poets and prophets would envy what we do.This could be good, hey you

Hey you,Open your heart, it's not so strange.You've got to change this time
Hey you, Remember this, none of it's real,Including the way you feel
Keep it together, we'll make it alright.Our celebration is going on tonight.
Poets and prophets would envy what we do.This could be good, hey you

Save your soul, little sister.Save your soul, little brother
Hey you, save yourself,Don't rely on anyone else
First love yourself, then you can love someone else.
If you can change someone else, then you have saved someone else
But you must first love youself, then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else, then you have saved someone else.But you must first

Hey you, They're on the fence, you've got a choice.One day it will make sense
Hey you,First love yourself, or if you can't, Try to love someone else
Keep it together, we'll make it alright.Our celebration is going on tonight.
Poets and prophets will envy what we do.This could be good, hey you

First love yourself, then you can love someone else.
If you can change someone else, then you have saved someone else
But you must first love youself, then you can love someone else
If you can change someone else, then you have saved someone elseBut you must first

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altouhg near the end of the mv,dalailama appeared for a few seconds.

some of my paintings in tokyo

1. dreaming

among all artisits in europe of last century,i admire Klimt for a long time,although he can not be thought as the first class.maybe i have been affected by him to some degree.

one day ,i did not last to the deep of the night,but i just could not sleep soundly.i was troubled by a strange dream.i dived in the cold sea,perhaps to the north of japan.it was said that because of the arguement between Russia,it is extremely isolated.i was shocked since i had not mastered swimming.however,below the sea there was a rather new world with bloosming flowers and green seaweed.i felt quite relaxed.

2.solitude

for my age,it is strange to have the feeling of solitude.but it is true.

in my high school ,i was fond of westlife,rather than the beatles.one of their hot single was solitude.it left a deep expressing on me.

solitude is not something mew to me,but for the first time i felt sad to undure it all by myself.no friends ,no supportment,even no consults as i could not express my self clearly in Japanese.

i was not majoring n foreign languages,so not until the plane landed on narita airport,i had not realized thr importance of language.

not all the japanese people is so bad.but the language is the imvisionable glass between the japanese society and me.

3.vase in the space

there was once a time i found myself lost in the jungle series of kenzo and the butterflies of ana sui.now i am surprised with the purples and flowers i used in my paintings.you can say it is the decent style of young girls.

开博心得

sohu的博客http://teikaika.blog.sohu.com/总是换不到自己喜欢的页面。所以今天下决心在这里开辟一个新天地。
虽然只有白雪姬的继母那样的恶女人才有一面魔镜，我还是念念不忘，想要一面万能的魔镜能够告诉无知的我未知的世界。就有了这个名字。
希望借这个新地盘，我能够自由地抒发，开心地写作。